Do you think she still loves me?

so here is the situation. Me and my ex broke up about a year ago, but were still seeing each other on my terms till about dec. then she started falling back and not seeing me as much because of my failure to commit. so at that point i started to try and get her back but then she was like im not ready now. i ? if other guys she sys no and i do believe her. so she really hasn't paid me much attn since dec. we did spend val day together but didnt get intimate or anything. and have only spoke 2 times since then. So i decide that im going to end it the right way in person. i call her asking her to meet me for dinner she agrees but kind of figures out what im doing. And she is shocked and upset that i am doing that? that totally threw me off, she has been pushing me away and now that im ready to end it face to face for good she acts like thats not what she wants??? does anyone have a clue what is going through her head. by the way we were together for almost 8 yrs